A Saturnian Experience

Whenever physically we humans can make inter stellar journey's on planets happen...

Trips are even possible now. Albeit in our Soul bodies. And this is exactly what a motley group of us did..on the super energising,power packed day of July 5th,2020.

A combination of lunar eclipse with the Guru Full Moon provides seekers like us with super special opportunities of interstellar travel and with clarity. It's like how a Captain waits for the tide to turn, and sails his ship at the most perfect time. And that is exactly what Tat Tvam Asi did.

A request to access the healing Zones of this highly advanced planet with a maximum group of 50 Souls was recquisitioned by me to the Saturnial Council of 12 about three weeks in advance. And we reserved the slot..for it is a very busy planet.

Due to it's very exalted position in our Solar System, and as i came to know - in our inter Galactic zones as well, this planet is the Jewel of all Planets; the Hot destination for seeking and receiving soul advancements, positions in the various planetary councils, redemptions, recquisitions..the list seems quite endless.

Saturnians are the highest, most advanced lifestreams in our Solar System. The civilisation is naturally existing in different dimensions, according to each Soul's personal Light quotient. A thriving, multi-dimensional existence.  Perfected systems. Great beauty.Natural splendour.

The Rings number 49 ..in totality. Each Ring, a sub-level of the 7 Chakras, which have 7 sub levels.
               As the consciousness of the Lifestream matures and grows and expands in understanding and love, one naturally graduates to the next level ring. This is the space for healing and wisdom acquisition and increase in one's creative potentials. It has pyramids, temples, advanced nursing homes, areas where fire rituals ( havan's in the Vedic terminology) are performed. Sound healing rooms. Red Indian wigwams. Magic Circles. Schools and Practice centres where souls are introduced to skills of telepathy, telekinesis,clairvoyance, teleportation...and other advanced ascended master skills. They are trained.

                 The surface of the planet is lighter and in a naturally higher dimension. It is full of pure, natural manna-thick lush forests, much like our tropical evergreen, equatorial...yet somehow more in vibrancy. There is a level of peace beyond understanding. And the energy of creation exists in plentiful.It's like the air elementals thrive and the levels of ozone are at a level of the highest of the high.  Ofcourse, this is the area we accessed- the zone of the Crystal Skull caves and i am sure the other areas have varied treasures to be explored.

                 The Crystal skull caves remind me of the one Phantom had..if one has read the comics and knows his character. They are large in size, made of differnt materials.

At the designated Earth time, this beautiful Golden spaceship, like a flat saucer, landed in a garden in Hospet. This is a town on one of the ley lines of the planet. It was the birthplace to the Golden era of civilisations, even in Kal yug. So one can imagine the power of this town portal.
Our group, after the necessary psychic protection and clearing, walked in a single file into the Spacecraft.
It was manned by 2 Beings...one was an alien looking humanoid while the other was a beautiful lady.

As we moved in, each one of us ( all all future ones who will download this meditation in a later date)were handed a number...1,2,or 3. And a star badge was placed on our left chest.

My Professional Passion-Past Life Regression

Genes. More powerful than one can imagine. More invisible....who has seen them except in that one chapter in that Biology textbook! Yet, so tangible. How the energy of the specific "Gene" opens at some point in one's life and one is taken over by it's power. Be it a physicality, a habit, a "twitch" of the face or even a "slap"on the bum of a loved one! Extreme fondness for  "dal ki pakodi"...long fingers with that peculiar hair growth on the crevices of the skin...fascination for an art form or just simply an addiction of "tobacco" passed down thru generations. A natural sharpness for Mathematics...the height of one's body or the shape of one's "bottom"s!

Isn't the list endless? And when you look around observing this in yourself....how suddenly, you sound and respond like your own mother ...and in your near and dear loved one's...you start connecting the dots. You investigate...chat with the elders to find out more about our ancestors and their lifestyles...stories and more stories emerge out of nowhere. And in your moments of introspection or just plain old family chat sessions, we connect dots and enjoy the "aah" moments!

My deep foray into the world of Hypnosis and Past Life Regression, one of my learnings and joys for how...and HOW i have been engrossed and enthralled and almost obsessed with this technique...of entering into the mind of a "client" {for lack of a better word, please excuse this and if you could suggest another alternative...i would oh so welcome it}, moving into another time and lifetime...and exploring. Past Lives. Present timelines. Future Selves. Healings. Self realisations. Empowernments.             
My love. My passion.

Many of my sessions, and i am so grateful for these people who have opened themselves to me, have been focussed on Etheric Gene Therapy, Ancestral Healing, Inner Child Healing. Astral work of showing the lost souls "the light." Piecing together scattered parts of a personality who was a soldier in a war, blown to bits by the booming canon. Sewing the severed head. Embalming the burnt body of a "witch" who was just a Lightworker, born at the wrong time. 

The happier moments of piecing together a broken heart as self-realisation sets in. Completing the unfinished project. Meeting beloved ones. Receiving rewards for a lifetime of work. Cutting ancient unauthorised cords. Reviewing a whole life and holding a smile of satisfaction. Dissipating clouds of boredom or disbelief or fear. Smashing wrongly held mindsets.which opens new vistas of freedom.  Releasing knee-pain which has bothered the person for years. Hair regrown. A birthmark which disappears for it was the remaining scar of a physical beheading which is now healed. 

  Yes, all of  the latter. And so much more. Each session-unique and magical. Astounding. Almost impossible to believe.  And yes, all has happenned. The person emerges out of the session...more whole, more complete, more balanced and aligned than before. There is a stillness which accompanies him. A soul stirring. 

i understand there is a vast section of people out there who "pooh poh" it..call it "halucinations", "nonsense" and whatever else...i have deep respect for all of them...for Hey! It's a free will Universe and one can believe what one wants to. 

Nobody believed in the concept of Gravity till we could find the scientific ways to prove it, which mankind eventually did and now it's an accepted Fact. Nobody believed that the world was round till that one braveheart proved it..and then it became a fact. i could go on and on. Explorers and inventors and creators just believe in their intuitions and gut and forge ahead. Me too...went ahead into this field, based on my gut and my heart. It just felt so right as i registered with the first foundational course in learning Hypnotherapy. Session after session...opening one door which lead to ten doors and then twenty more. 

I reminisce about those days of learning...with a select group of "first-timers" for back in 2008, this was relatively unknown. i would be in my own world...even at home. The learnings occupied my mind 24/7. That is all i cared for and was focussed on. Laser focus. I would finish my duties as a wife and a mother and the lady of the home as well as all the other garbs we don, waiting for that moment when i could retreat into my files, browse through my notes or recount the last personal session i had on myself. Figuring out and connecting the dots. The "Aha" moments. The look of amazement . Bewilderment. Enchantment. Spell-binding. The self satisfying smile of knowing. 

Sessions are like that. One goes into the sub-conscious mind with some thought and the world which is opened inside is simply stunning. And it's your own mind. 

I'm reminded of the movie "Inception" and the animated one called "Inside Out". It captures an essence of what happens within. If you have not seen it, it is strongly recommended. 

This is and will remain one of my passions. And yes, gene alterations have also been done in these sessions. And an ancestral family history of high blood pressure, has been reversed, among various other things. 

i await, with wide eyed wonder and bated breath..for as we progress into the New Golden Age, these Sessions become simply more spectacular. Seeing is believing. Experiencing is understanding. And i am a student of this course, delving deeper and deeper, into the realm of the human mind. 

The Energetic Grid of Protection

THE ENERGETIC GRID OF PROTECTION.

Welcome to the world of Energy.

If You are a neophyte, getting used to its laws and systems and methods of working/healing/empowering/realizing... or a veteran in this space...either way, you must consider these Grids as a necessary Tool of Ascension. 

I might add.. as essential as the spacesuit to an astronomer on a spacewalk or a mask and gloves to be worn in a laboratory.

History:

I wanted to share how I chanced upon these Grids.

My foray into the world of energy, seriously and methodically, began around the year 2000. I was always guided by my Higher Self from the beginning... I owe this to my dearest Grandfather, Shri Ballabh Dasji Binnany, who was one of the rare ( during those times) Shakti Seekers as well as the holder of the Violet Flame. I spent a lot of time with Him daily..from the age of 9 years till my teens..and as I look back, during those daily hours of togetherness, he passed onto me- sometimes in words but most of the times, covertly, energetic keys and codes which activated at the Divine time, as I traversed my Life Path.

It was because of his constant overlighting, in his Spirit form, that even after He physically left this Earth plane, I would find the next thing to do, easily and naturally.  I was always guided by Him...till He guided me to be guided by my Higher Self. And once this was done, he took a backstage...as I navigated my invisible, inside world.

And I dived into my subconscious mind...almost daily since 2000...learning my courses and workshops and getting my initiations and empowerments...reading… I started noticing the small, sometimes big ...upheavals/disturbances happening in my life. As I realized, that this is going to be a regular feature for these are the areas that need to be cleared and healed ( and then discover the hidden pot of gold and the connected skills/gifts which made everything worth its while), I also realized that while I was in this self-healing and empowering process, I needed Energetic Protection. For often, these times, I would be vulnerable or unwell or off guard or too emotional or too flighty or too low or too confused.

I communicated with my Higher Self and my Guides and Ascended Masters in my meditations and my dreams, and was insistent to the point of obstinance, that my pre-requisite to the next level of growth would be safeguarded with the appropriate next Grid level protection. I had figured the existence of these Grids in a beautiful experience I had with the Sudarshan Chakra.

One day, while I was exploring the world of Sanskrit Mantras, our family had a Maha Vishnu Anushthan on a full moon day. During the puja, the chanting of the Sudarshan Mantra was very prominent. And as the learned priests chanted, I went into deep meditation, sitting right there in the middle of all the Divinity. I am a clairvoyant and a claircognizant and what I saw being created out of the void, as the priests chanted...bought a smile of beweilderment and wonder on my face. As the invocations grew in resonance, I could see the magical appearance of golden particles around the periphery of the house. The densities gradually increased, in scynchronisation of the chanting. And in a while, formed a golden disc around the home, It stabilised in its size and density. And then, after a point, the outer rings morphed into the razor sharp ridges.That took a bit of finalising and once done,at a particular resonance of the mantra it started spinning. Slowly at first and then gathered in speed..till it became so fast that it almost became invisible.It had a harmonious rhythm and a sleek sound.It emitted sparks intermittently.

On a closer look, I saw that the sparks were actually a collision between the higher vibrations of the Sudarshan and denser, darker energies. Yes. That is what it was doing. Dissipating and transmuting and protecting our home space from energies and entities and thought forms. And as I zoomed out, into the vastness of space, I saw or rather glimpsed the gargantum Being of Shri Maha Vishnu holding the Sudarshan, as we have seen since childhood, on his finger. It was beautiful, to say the least. And in a flash, I was back in my own body and my eyes opened. The priests were chanting. The family was sitting. There was a heady aroma of the Lotus flower. And I heaved a sign of knowing.Once again, I deeply thanked the Maharishis and our forefathers.

I realized soon, that one grid is not enough. I was opening myself and everything I owned and loved, to the multidimensional world..and hence, needed many grids of varying intensities, color codes and consistencies to ensure I was self- protected in my journey, to the maximum possible in this Universe where Light and Dark were two sides of the same coin.

And over the years, I received this Energy Grid ...one layer by one layer. It gets upgraded as and when the need arises for me and I share it with all who need it.

In the present form, this Energetic Grid of Protection has 7 Layers of Light and Love Grids in the form of Walls, Rings, Pyramids, and Stars which connect one's Antahkarana or Column of Light ( the base building block of one's Aura) to the heart of Mother Gaia and the Suns and Moons above. As one gets the sign from their Higher Self, You receive the next level upgrade to a higher dimension. One starts with the Solar Sun and then goes on to other Star systems like Pleiades, Sirius, and so on.

What are these Energy Grids or Shields? 

They are the same as a boundary wall or a wall with an electric fence or a house with a burglar alarm or a hi-fi security system. They protect and empower your Aura from unwanted energy of the outside world. 

They are invisible in the physical world. But HIGHLY visible in your inner world of Energy. I have received each of them from Different Ascended Masters, Gods, and Goddesses. Some from existing Teachers. 

 I remember getting it double checked with one of my beloved Teachers who "saw" through her opened, clairvoyant third eye, this Energy Grid all around one of my assets. She saw most of the various layers I had activated. 

They are to be used for oneself, loved ones, rooms in a home or office, bank accounts, hotel rooms, events, meetings..the list is endless. 

As they are activated, they start their intelligent pulsations and dissipate/ transmute lower density entities, thought forms, and energies into white light. 

Psychic attacks, emotional arrows, bad eye...negative thought forms..all are dissipated and dissolved. The more You use them, the stronger and real it becomes. 

You save a lot of precious time and energy for no longer do you need to be distracted/thrown off course by "outside" energies. 

They, of course, allow higher density energies of love, light, and creation from outside to permeate into your world. Say the unconditional love energy from your Mother or the Divine radiated light from Maha Laxmi or the pure aid/advice from a soulmate. The energy of joy from a beautiful piece of music or the energy of pure beauty from a piece of diamond. The list is endless.

They are naturally intelligent sentient particles of love and light and adjust with your Energy field daily. Hence, somedays, the ring could be composed of lead and thick or gold and dotted. Certain days, they revolve at the speed of light around your heart chakra and third eye while other days, they choose your earth star chakra and crown chakra. 

They expand naturally, as Your Aura grows...which is the natural by-product of any inner work, chantings, healings, breathwork, realizations, empowerments, and the likes ...You do in your Path. 

You will feel the difference...for you can experiment with them and see how it affects You when it is "activated" say in a crowded space or a party. I have and it's fun!

They are multidimensional..multi-faceted and the list goes on and on. 

Please visit the testimonials page of the website to read the benefits and effects. 

www.tat-tvam-asi.in

How Does one Put them on?

Once I do the first session where it is implanted within your Energy Field, You have 2 options:

   ~ Do a Mandala of 40 days where you read the text ( which I provide) once a day or 3 a day within 22 days. Once this is done, You will have entrained your Aura with this Grid and Shield and from then onwards, just a keyword will be enough to activate and ignite it daily. 

~ Or Read it weekly, fortnightly...as guided by Your Higher Self. 

Personally, I love the first option as once this is done, it' s done for your life and we just need to use the simple keyword daily to ensure it's online and activated. 

I could write a thesis on this! I Am advised by my Higher Self to desist.

Guessing this would be enough…

Always available to happily answer questions and queries…

The "glass half full" - The Magic of Yoga Asanas

How many times have we heard of the above adage! And i'm recounting how many times i have applied it.

This time, i got the "time" to pursue what has been a niggling "to do" in my mind since almost six months. Yoga has,well, not always, but if i jog down memory lane, since the age of 25, after the delivery of my beautiful daughter and my journey taking me to this unblievable exotic town called Hospet, where due to "the no other option" option, i was introduced to my first Yoga Guru, Sri Yogi...and the rest (cliched as it may sound) is history! ( for my life!)

A city bred girl, a health freak and a fitness enthusiast....that was me at 25 years. And here was the sleepy town of Hospet. I remember how upset i was that there was not a single aerobic teacher, let alone a gymnasium. "Walking" was a starter to my routine. It was NOT a fitness option. Now what is to be done!

My mind raced. I decided to procure Jane Fonda cassettes and was thankful, i could do a routine at home. Still not satisfied, for what's the fun in working out alone...i started holding classes for like minded women - some even say they were forced to join in! Tee-Hee.

Well, man or rather woman proposes and He disposes. This was not meant to be. And, much to my chagrin, i had to look for another option. This was when i met my Yoga Teacher, Shri Srinvas Sir and then there was no looking back.

Daily, for all the days i was in Hospet, he was a constant feature in my home. And my love rhapsody with Yoga began...dispelling all wrongly held notions the young me had in her mind.

Since then, i have been dabbling with this art form, for that is what it is. Worked with many Teachers in my journey and enjoyed all forms...

This current situation has given, i m sure, to all of us, a precious commodity called "time". And i started working with one of my "to-do"s"an extended Yoga session mastered by my own body consciousness and the highlight being - holding each Asana for a considerable length of time. My own practice...in sync with my Soul.

Since Day 1 of this India Lockdown, i embarked on 2-2.5 hours of Iyengar Yoga. The Great Master has published a beautiful book on Therapuetic Yoga. It has pictures of the flow of Asanas which aid in the healing and flowering of all systems of our magical body. And oh my God...how i am loving it.

Each session..working with the simplest of Asanas, for that is what we need for our mind-body-soul sync. And then just pausing time as i hold one Asana for 3-7-10 minutes. Just still. Just breathing. Just mindful of my body in that pose. And then as i close my eyes, i am able to zone in to the "brain"of that Asana- the main fulcrum point which is one of the 12 Chakras. And then, as i go deeper in with the passage of more time- believe me you, the 7 minutes feel like an eternity sometimes...and then i can feel the prana pulsating...and then i can feel it being distributed to those organs or muscles or fat.

It is pure magic. It is invigorating. Sometimes, it's painful. At times, a cramp needs to be attended to.

I can feel..after that 5 th or 8 th minute..the energy flowing. and that is pure "Amrit"...the nectar, the golden elixir...and i wait for it. Asana after Asana. Today is my 15 th Day. And i'm already wondering what tomorrow' s session will unlock for me, my body, my mind and my soul.

The 7 Horses and the Sun temples of Healing

Every session, every workshop is a new experience. A wise man has said...As you teach a technique, you yourself experience a deeper facet of that teaching. The qud pro quo principle.

i feel impulsed to share my experience with a group of souls last week, a Sat of 2018, December.
The intention of the workshop was to receive releases through the process of Rebirthing, overlighted mainly by dearest Babaji and MahaDev. There were many other Beings of Love, Light and Wisdom and i extend my humblest gratitude to them.

The workshop started as scheduled and the first session was very normal...rebirthing process.
It was the after lunch session which took off...literally ...in a very unusual style for me, for this is something i have never headed before.

As we went deep within, which was the first session- we were traversing our inner organs and the cells, a "leap " or a "jump" happened and i found the 9 of us shooting out of the Crown , in a group Merkhaba spaceship like vehicle....a large spherical etheric spaceship with me at the "steering wheel" or whatever one may call it- the Guardian or the Guru or the TorchBearer- and the rest of the nine souls in their own personal Merkhaba's seated all around, behind me. Each of their Merkhabas had their immediate families with them. They too were in their soul bodies.
 The route of the large vehicle went through the vortex of Shamballa and zipped through the Earth's atmosphere. In nano seconds, we could see the rings of Saturn and entered a Gateway. The Gatekeeper's checked my arm and saw a lotus insignia and we were in.
The landing of the ship hapenned and we walked down a beautiful pathway-  manicured lawns and fountains of rainbow colours ...colours were vivid and had an HD quality to it...thats the only way i can describe it.
We approached a magnificent building - palatial...spread out with golden domes and sparkling exteriors. Broad steps took the group in as massive doorways greeted us. They opened with the lotus insignia and we walked in...soaking the environment. Arched domes with very high ceilings,and colorful birds flying in flocks.
The hall was semi-full with people wearing long robes and sparkling necklaces. Humanoids and various other life forms...much like the Star Wars gatherings. Head dresses and make-up.Some were hudled in groups while others were watching the procedings- in the far end of the Room. There was an Arthur like horseshoe table- and seated on it were the Council of 12. Each one, a beam of golden -diamond life-Beings i have personally worked under, as any one who is on the Path has and will.

This as the Karmic Council of this Solar System. They have complete access and authority to all the Akashaic Records of all the trillions and mega-llions souls in this Solar System, accross all space, time and dimension. They are resplendent Beings, connected to Source, needless to say.

Our group appeared before this Court, as was decreed, and our and our family's Akashaic Records were presented. It all happens in spilt seconds as the Space-tiem continuum on thsi Planet is differnt from ours...it's much faster.

Stamps of redemption were awarded, some were rejected.
All the member's received garlands of flowers, some received keys and jewels and tiaras and halo's, which they carry with them, in their bio-energetic field.

Soul Contracts, Agreements and Vows

OMG! I'm amazed ...yet again. And so thankful and grateful and expansive ....yet again.
The universe is so simple...as simple as YOU want to make it for yourself. And has all the signs and symbols a Soul needs to decode- a mathematical word for HEAL...for those who prefer that!
It really is the same!

Once again...want to share, what i term as those little miracles in daily life, which reconfirm the presence of the invisible...reconfirm the concept of how the flutter of a butterfly's wing in Lagos, affects the movement of a flower in Tokoyo. Reconfirm how our past acts, deeds and thoughts affect the presence and by using  sheer intelligence ( one of the many ways one can pursue), and the basic questions of how, what and why.....lifetimes of energy entanglements can be sorted into clear, beautiful energy lines of love and light and power.

The following is an incident in the life of a seeker, who came to me and we decoded and smoothed old contracts made, for they were no longer needed and valid.

IT IS TRUE. You may have heard somewhere, sometime...Be careful of what u say...it just might ring true.

The following experience proves, beyond doubt, how each and every statement made by a person..is a bound contract which can be ended only by oneself. The story below is in retrospective....

A seeker suddenly noticed a strange thing on his iphone. One fine day, The App store on it's phone needed an email verification sent to a phone number...which was no longer his. It was strange.  The email was an old one which he no longer used. So, he could not update his Apps as he could not access his App store. Something needed to be done. Also, he noticed, that this old email was one created as a "commom" one between his wife and two kids, many years back...and no one used it now.

This seeker knew...all things outside were a reflection of all things within. He had done enough self work to know how things sort themselves in the outer world when the energy entanglements are cleared, healed, understood....in the "inner world".

In a regression session, it was seen how all these four souls were closely connected ( the husband, the wife and the two kids). They had taken multiple births together, exploring different themes and aiding each other...in myriad ways. As with Soul's who incarnate as family, there are somethings called
"unauthorised cords", "spoken and unspoken vows as well as contracts and agreements".

How many time have we heard lovers promising to each other...we shall ALWAYS be together! Mother's promising their kids...I will forever take care of You....the list is endless...even with close friends and sometimes, with glamorous personalities as well! ( Fans screaming...i ll die for You nd what else!!!!)

Well, here was a case of one of the four souls who had vowed to help the other three in their growth for as long as it was recquired. This soul was the one which, in the now, came up with the issue with the phone upgrades.
He immediately understood that an upgrade on his phone..which was it's method of communicating, as well as storing, referencing, googling, mapping..and whatever else he did on his phone...was getting blocked and needed immediate resolution.Before his session,  he called up the Apple customer service and spent 4 hours on the phone, trying to sort out the issue...the final recommendation was to back up and restore the phone to it's original settings and hope this issue sorts it out!Ofcourse it did not! which is when he came for a session to clear his energy lines.

The session entailed a classic case of the cutting of unauthorised cored with the other three souls as well as breaking of agreements, vows and promises that this particular soul had made to the other three. This came out clearly..after the intent of the session was decide to sort out this phone dilemma.
The session was completed and the client walked out...knowing fully well that by the nightfall, his phone wold be bak online...with it's upgrades.

And this is exactly what hapenned. He called the Apple customer support again, which now came up with newer solutions to resolve the issue...the steps flowed...one into the other...and finally, the soul had to use only his personal id to log in and upgrade....rather than his previoulsy used family email id...which suddenly needed a password verification .

The connections were clear...earlier, he still had to keep his vows...and it was time to let that go for it's work was done. Hence, this issue came up for resolution. The solution was easily found after his energy work was complete...else, one can wonder how long it would have taken..maybe he would have to buy a new phone..or who knows what!

Signs and symbols

i have recently started a lot of distant healing sessions. As i sit in the verandah, there in front of me is a beautiful jackfruit tree...laden with fruit.
i enjoy the spirit and energy of this tree tremendously.
As i sat down, i noticed two fruits , like twins, stuck to each other ...

since a couple of weeks, i was working on a lifetime of mine in Egypt. It was healing of the divine feminine ....one who was in deep shock at the irresposible acts of the men.
This sub personality was enlightened and knew and worked with Light energies. Hence, it took a while longer to heal her ....
in this process, i started noticing that one of the twin jackfruit had a face- a feminine face with eyes and brows and a smile...it was really there.  i knew it was a symbol of my divine masculine and divine feminine within me.
Over the next few days, as i healed that aspect within me, i noticed the female jackfruit had started rotting...literally rotting....i immediately recognised and connected the dots.

And one morning, i saw a beautiful squirrel going inside the rotten fruit and eating it up.

i smiled . The squirrel was a power animal for me. It represented the hand of God.
The symbolism was easy...i was being healed by the Creator himself and all is well. i smiled and waited...for the healing to get over...as i did what i had to do.

Today, as i sat once again, in a session, the lady jackfruit, fell. Crashed down . i smiled.
i knew that aspect of mine was healed , whole and complete.
Gratitude and grace flowed.

The Wattage of one's energy field

So, as one walks along...sometimes jogs or rests and maybe runs ...engaging more and more in actions, deeds, thoughts and activities which increase one' s energy field...lots of changes happen in and around the physical reality.

I, for one, like to test my progress in the physical world...for i know that progress has to reflect in the outside world- as within, so without.

The other day, i was walking in my favorite park- one which, due to some legal hassles, has been left untouched- and how i thank the Heavens for it!!! This , btw, restores my belief in the adage- the glass is always half full! There is always a positve to every situation.
      The unkept mud pathway, the trees and plants growing unmanicured...and the resultant lack of walker's ...;).....allow me to experience the energies of a mini jungle in the middle of the city!
How thankful am i !!!!
       And this morning, as i embarked upon my oxygen replenshing, Gaia - grounding , rejuvenating walk...i felt my energy field around me- boundaried in a bubble and quite intense. The previous evening and night, it had rained quite heavily. The pathway was littered with blown leaves and twigs- there was even a thick branch lying across - i had to hop over it. The fallout of the rains are mosquitoes. And there were plenty this morning.
        Hmm ...thought me. Should i walk here? Or maybe just go to a " safer, mosquito free cemented pathway around he block?
         The researcher in me awakened. i was already feeling the intensity of my energy field around me. i cud see the mosquitoes. Bits of knowledge surfaced in my mind...one attracts mosquitoes and they bite if one carries violent thoughts in one's energybody/ or has unsettled Karma towards the animal world. Flashes of photographic memories wherein i had read how people cud repel with the positive power of intention. The methods to increase/energise one's energy field.
       Summer holidays were on. No schedules. An open day...and i cud spend as much time in the park as i wished.
       i found a mud spot in the middle of the park..where the Sun was shining...it was the perfect spot.
i sat down. Quietly. And observed.
    Working on my breathing techniques- to increase my field...i watched as a few mosquitoes came flying towards me. My exposed ankles and 80per cent of my arms...and my black tracks.
    i connected with the mosquitoes- mind to mind- looking at one which was hovering around my left ankle. Before this, i had checked my mind- and ensured all mindsets about the fears of mosquito bites were busted- dengue and malaria and disease. i carried no fear.
      As i connected with this tiny guy- first i thanked him for coming to me and mind messaged him (clearly it was a he) that he could feed off my energy field which was thick with prana. Then, i apologised and ho'o'ponoed to him for all the mosquitoes which i must have killed- in this life and before- without realisation at times and many times, with the intention of killing arising out of a fear.
      As i saw the mosquito, sitting on my left, black track- the moment froze and he just watched me. I knew he had listened..and then i requested him to send the message to his community. i was ready to repay my karma to the mosquito world- and was ready to be bitten- if that is what was recquired.
     i offered my prana as payment. There was stillness. i saw a few mosquitoes swarm around me...and felt a couple of bites on my exposed arms. There were a couple on my left ankle- just sitting. i was in complete stillness, consciously radiating prana, consciously mantraing Ho'o'ponopono...bringing in the Laws of the Universe- of oneness, of love, of redemption.
     And then, the miracle hapenned.
As i sat there, they all flew off...timed together! And left me alone.
       i was thankful and grateful....to myself, to my Teacher's , to the Creator, to the mosquito kingdom... and everything else. i finished my communion with Mother Earth...and gently arose, walking back to my resplendent home.
       my experiment was a success.



         

What Does the chanting of the Mantra Achieve?

An innocuous question posed by a Soul Friend at the exact moment someone "steals" the steel flask wherein lies my daily dose of "warm water with freshly squeezed lime, a piece of amla and ginger".
The flask is kept on a park bench, next to my home. A park- lush and green and natural- a space where i spend a lot of my time grounding my energies, releasing and healing- with the assistance of the various Beings and nature elements and so many more.
It's exactly 8:47a.m. now and i have been walking in the park since 7 a.m.
There is a "Codes of Enlightenment " workshop and initiation i have been doing since almost a year now. We are in the Phase 11 and working with the Archangelic Aspects of our Heart.
A special Mantra, received by my Master Sri Qala from the Sirian Archangelic League of the Light is used to cleanse and activate the eleventh dimension of the Heart portal.
i shall just narrate the incident:

As i started my walk, and the chanting of the Mantra, i was guided to start working with each Chakra. I had to concentrate on the particular Chakra and mantra aloud the special Light Language chant.
The Mala made of 108 beads completed one chakra...generally.
Certain Chakras..one starts from the First and moves on to the second...and so on and so forth. Sometimes, the energy of the Chant just energises the Chakra- this is seen with the help of the Third Eye as a Clockwise rotation.
At other times, the energy starts the Chakra to move anti-clockwise. This means that this particular Chakra needs Cleansing- a knowledge i learnt from the Pranic Healing Classes. Then, i keep on chanting ...maybe more than 1 round of the mala..and moving into the second ....till the Chakra rotation stops and then starts moving clockwise. It's a beautiful experience and one knows and thanks the Beings aiding one in cleansing these unseen Karmas. One moves on the the next Chakra when this particular Chakra is whirring beautifully in the clockwise direction. This may take one Mala and or more...depending on your state of consciousness and work done in the inner and outer planes.

Now..i moved on to a particular chakra and immediately it started moving anti- clockwise.I heaved a sigh - resigning to "Work-to-Do" and started chanting. I super imposed the Colors of the Chakra, the Sounds associated with it and brought in the Beings of Love and Light working on that Chakra.

" Everything done in the outer planes are a reflection of inner planes"
Just the previous round, a fellow regular walker had bought in a large bottle of water in a plastic container. I looked at it and judged- This reduces the energy of the water". And walked on.

Karma plays it's own role- and as i approached the bench, looking forward to a sip of my highly energised water in the Steel Vaccum Flask, i saw it was no longer sitting there.  Wham!

My particular Chakra is still moving anti-clockwise. I realise i judged. It was the immediate karma playing out- the flask was whisked away. Standing there, i immediately thanked the Soul who had taken my flask, hooponoponoed him/her, for i know my Karma had been taken care of at a physical level. I thanked the Elementals who take care of the flask for Being with me for so long- it was my favourite flask. i still am going to do what i need to - let the people around the park know about this so that the necessary steps are taken to ensure such theft dosen't happen. I cut any attachment cord i may have had with the flask. i blessed the Soul for releasing my Karma and released him from any karmic ties with me from my side for his act committed.
   i also saw that there was something i needed to do to protect " my property" at meta- physical level and am waiting for the correct download to show me what i need to do- which will probably be a prayer and/or a guided meditation...whatever needs to be done.

right now, as i get on with my day...my consciousness is at that Chakra level...and the whole day is dedicated to it.

So help me God! And the Love and Light Beings of all the Dimensons.
So be it and so it is .
Elohim!

The Chanelling of the Varaha Chakral Healing Meditation

Intuition. Inspiration. Guidance...Similar experiences and different names to describe it. i wish to share how this Varaha White Light Chakral Healing Meditation was channelled through me.

Those days, i was working within the recesses of the mind- learning and practicing Hypnotherapy. Essentially, answering the " Why'" of everything within me and around me...on one level. And the other level was learning to completely quieten the mind- to a zero no thought state, while doing whatever one does in a daily routine life. Even observation was using the mind. So, in a day, there were times when i would "see" and ask my questions and times when i would just work with the heart and flow in the moment. Other times, i would observe myself doing whatever that i was doing, talking, thinking.
Soon, i was able to deftly switch between the three states easily.

The White Light Meditation was channelled by my inner plane Master- whom i was training under during that time- Master Sanat Kumara. When i speak about being trained by HIM, i mean vivid dreams, and his voice guiding me in my head. I just "know" - to read a particular book or maybe an article on the internet or do a guided meditation programme.
 

A few weeks before this recording, i started getting a sense- like an inner knowing that something was coming up. The mind would dart here and there...what is it and all the associated questions- yet the heart would just say " Breathe" and the Master would just smile. My genes have blessed me with the ability of being clairvoyant and since the beginning of my journey, my third eye opens when it needs to and i can see in the inner planes- in the altered states of consciousness, even as i am doing my daily earthly activities. My paternal grandfather, i can see him smiling at me as i type this down, had this ability. I am grateful to him for passing it down to me.
I had realised at that point, that when this feeling comes up, i need to be very aware of all the " signs" around me. I took on the role of the "watcher" as Eckhart Tolle so beautifully describes.
The first sign- my beautiful son  expresses his desire, out of the blue to learn the drums. I did my research and on a Saturday, landed up at the Academy. Those days, i was also working with the planetary deity- Saturn and the Karmic Council headed by Chohan Lady Qyan Yin and as this incident happened, i was alert.
As i enrolled my son in the class, my eyes fell on a sheet lying next to table- announcing the opening of the Recording Studio on the third floor. It sort of stood out- like swimming in front of my eyes, and i knew i needed to ask. And ask i did. And was informed that anyone can record in the studio- a professional one. A part of me just noted it down.
A few weeks passed. I was doing my meditations and healings and learnings. Then one day, it so happened that i went to pick him up from his class. This was unusual. And while walking out, i , mindlessly- for that's the only way to describe it- booked the studio for the coming Saturday.
I was quiet. I was watching myself book it. I had no idea why i did that.

This was a Monday. i went into meditation and just asked my Master- what is this...i received a blankness. No response. No answers. Just darkness. i just breathed. And shrugged and said, " Okay. I ll wait. "
And the whole week passed. Me weekly Wed Med's at Tat-Tvam-Asi too went without a single sign.  Question would surface in the mind..Do i need to read up on something? Do i need to take something with me? What will i record? Complete blankness would greet me. Then, He told me to learn to completely blank my mind and trust, learning to live even more intensely in the moment. And that's what i did. And waited.
Saturday morning dawned. The booking was for 11 a.m. I got dressed and waited...mind was blank. An impulse made me pick up an instrumental healing Cd and my Book of Invocations.
Re-enforcing my faith, i left for the Studio. " What are you going to record? How long is it going to be?"asked the technician. A "mind of no thought" answered," It's a guided meditation and will be about 45 minutes."I looked at myself answering and smiled.
What happened in the studio was a complete trance. I closed my eyes and spoke. And when i finished speaking, i blinked open my eyes and the recording was done.
Exactly 45 minutes.
The meditation was ready.


As i look back at the experience, it was completely guided by my Higher Self and over lighted by my Master. I loved it. And i started practicing this more and more..in my daily life. Simple things...like buying groceries to clothes to giving instructions...for i knew if i "felt" like, it would be needed. And i would do it, without allowing the mind to interject/question/oppose.

How simple. How easy. And how rewarding.
Available to all - who desire it.
So be it!
                                             

The Mind Zone..and it's entrapments.

        The Matrix...and the need to disconnect.
    The entrappings of the mind...you can live in this zone for lifetimes...and maybe not know off it! 


            The role if a hypnotherapist i have embodied in this lifetime has allowed me to explore, pry and try and understand the zone of the mind...it s expansiveness, its reality, it's potentials....every new session i encounter..i am left with a new understanding- a feeling and an amazement, "Oh! Even this is possible!". Kinda " aisa bhi hota hai!"  
          The movie Inception somewhat brings this to light for it clearly states how any idea in a mind can create a reality..and that idea need not be one's own..it can be implanted. Religious books have expounded this..we may have heard of random stories..and the experience is completely different when one encounters it and sees it in person. I guess, this is the difference between knowing and knowledge. It 's vast.
         To make it simpler, i will write as if the experience has hapenned with me.
   A horrible headache. And the complete inability to control one's thoughts and mind...as if it's not mine anymore! ( but first, we need to know and understand...what is mine!)  This started troubling me to an extent that i seeked professional help for nothing would relieve me. The causes were inexplicable. And it was bringing forth in me feelings of fear, an alien feeling. 
    What came forth in a hypnotherapy session was a scenario from a sci-fi movie. Wow! A different world...a planet of single celled beings with group consciousness who were at the lowest rungs of the development ladder..their only function being..to replicate and exist. And for that, they needed energy. The planet on which they lived did not have an alive star of their own. Hence, they needed to "feed' off the energies of other planetary beings. Almost no individuality..except that the will to survive helped them create these grids or highways ..energy lines which they spread around to nearby solar systems which had either their own Sun or higher life.  
      these energy grids..much like the electricity grids we on earth have...would suck up energy and pulse them back to their planet. They survive. 
   ( As i read back, it sounds like the crazed mind of a sci-fi author...and makes me wonder, were they actually that or just reporting back from unseen zones. new perspectives. Time to shatter old beliefs which no longer can survive.)
    How did these parasitic lines connect with human minds...? I would like to explain simply by saying that like disease causing germs which attack weaker immune systems and jump from one to another depending on the vulnerabilty of the physical body, these 'mind -energy sucking grids also enter the energy system of a human 's mental body system at a moment of weakness. Like the pranic healers know, a burst of anger or a moment of extreme negative thought, a green notion of jealousy or the red devil of hate...all cause a momentary break in the boundaries of the mental body ...and in enter the tentacles of the energy-sucking matrix ( if they happen to be in the vicinity). Silently. The victim is unaware. The symptoms..inexplicable headaches which do not have organic origins...allopathy does not have a cure! Simply because the roots lie in the mental mind and not in the physical body. 
                  Thus, this energy -sucking line entered my mind ( to make it simple) and has been constantly living off my mind power. How does it affect me as a human? Well, i cannot make full use of my menatl faculties for i dont have a control over my system...so memory gaps or blankness, incoherence, wavering mind, inability to concentrate...it could be any or all and more of such symptoms.
         i could have decided to live with it...and could have. Then again, decide to find out whats hapenning with an open mind.
   Beware! My thoughts can easily be manupilated. for e.g., one day i think...enough is enough! Lemme try the hypnotherapist...and immediately a counter thought...what nonsense! It s gibberish!
  What does one do then? Which thought is the real, mine one? Then comes the "listening to your heart" bit...for only that is the lighthouse beamer in the sea of darkness. 
       i decide to go and suddenly, my chauffeur dosent show up! Or i get a call from friend for a luncheon date. Any one of these scenarios is possible. They are just testing your own personal mind power..your belief in yourself viv-avis the belief system of another human...for you may have confided in your mother and she puh-puhes the idea for "You will be wasting money and time!"   
     Well. We all have to choose for ourselves at all times. 
  i choose to go, despite all invisible oppositions. And voila! i discover this. 
The session enables me to go to the moment of weakness and see the line entering my system. Wow!
         an intense session ensues...for which life form wants to give over control? ( do us humans as a species want to ?) The skill of the therapist is put to test. And just as a surgeon cuts off the malignant tumour to restore the physical body, the therapist cuts, sutures and heals my mental body system.  
       That's it. the virulent species no longer have any control over this life stream. Their energy lines are cut off. What happens to them..is none of our concern...for defence is our right. Offence needs to be adressed. And it is. This body, in a time of 24 hrs...releases all symptoms and the headache, needless to say, disappears.
                      What else is there to write? 
  Know your own self. 
Know your mind...for only then can we differentiate between what is ours and someone else's. 
  for clearly, from the onset, i knew that this headache "was not mine"


Kodoish! Kodoish! kodoish!
Adonai Tsebayoth!


In the law of the One,


Varaha  
VVI.










                 

The Expansion.

Hmmm. Have been toying with the theme of this blog since a while...and wondering how do i write this? What is the reference point? At times, a teeny weeny doubt somewhere in the deepest,( probably darkest corner) of my brain...who would believe me? And then, a resounding voice...in my head ofcourse...since when do I consider that to be a deterrent! Followers of  "The Path" have to ,at innumerable  ocassions , bypass such "other people and what they will think " thought! So, i have hurdled it once again and wish to share a mighty unbelievable, yet true...experience i had around Christmas, last year. And, must mention, people have been having since time was created!
                 i meditate..sometimes for many hours in a day. Since a while, i have  consciously been in my body and stay in it while experiencing different energies..in the form of light, rays, feelings or  light beings.
        On one such ocassions, in Hospet, as i sat in a beautiful garden..under a ....well, not a Bodhi Tree.. a jamun one, nevertheless....in the early hours of the morning...the setting, i guess, was perfect. After doing some chakra cleaning and grounding meditations...somethin ( my higher self or I AM itself) directed me to work with the energies of Gaia. And i started connecting with her...till i could feel myself completely intertwined with her. i could feel my body swaying to the beats of a base instrument which was playing somewhere in the background. As i turned towards it, i could see a no. of people..tribals of some sort, dancing in a circle, the middle of which had a large, glowing fire. A shamanic ritual.
        naturally, i found myself joining the circle and moving rhythmically to the beats of the mesmerising music.
Went into a complete trance..already in one! i guess, it just got deeper.
    At some point, i found myself sitting down in vajraasana...on my knees with outstretched arms on the floor...and as i uncurled up...i found my hands together , as if in a snake like posture..staring in the large flames of the fire.
    What ensued next...was magical.(need a new vocabulary!) In the fire, materialised a large snake..reminding me of the Sheshnag. It even had a crown...and then, it differentiated into 7 heads..red, forked tongues and golden crowns..shiny, black eyes piercing mine! It swayed to the beating drums and then started rising...just rising...arising from the fire and growing taller and bigger and bigger. I am still sitting in the snake pose , watching mesmerised.
      Something made me look down at myself...and i saw myself growing. At par with the 7 headed snake. it was so natural. so beautiful. So easy. We were growing in tandem.
  How i wish i could explain this...the natural, easy movement ...the expansion. There were no thoughts in my mind, no emotions of any kind...just a watcher! A watcher within a watcher! A dream within a dream. I didnt know what was real any more!
         What is reality? Varsha sitting with her eyes closed in the garden in hospet...or the one in snake position, expanding and arising! The Earth family or the group of shamanic dancers ?  Why do i have to choose? i am both...i belong to both the families....and the many more that i cannot see.
     We just kept on growin and at some point..we stopped. i looked down...feeling what Gulliver probably felt in the land of the Lilliputs.( hmm. Was the story a metaphor..!)
   i was a giant...feeling what possibly Vaman, the Brahmin felt..as he grew and looked down on the Earth. Literally, my head was in the clouds. I looked around and could faintly see other giants..walking around the Earth. Ethereal. Silent. No sounds are heard as that zone is that of telepathy...mind reading. One dosent have to speak...it gets transferred automatically via the crystalline grid. All going about their work, their Dharma..their reason for being here, Now.
    So serene. So full of industry. So calm...yet, had an aura of power; a distinct halo of love and the beauty of knowingness in it's purest form. Wow! What a feeling.
   There was no time..and as i came back into this body and gently opened my eyes...what felt like hours was about an hr of earth time.
  Sitting silently on the green carpet of Gaia, i allowed the experience to be absorbed in my conscious mind..and then, got up to attend to my day .
  Gratitude and extreme gratefulness...humble reverence to ...who, i wonder?

                        Ssigning off....Take care.

In the law of the One,

Varaha
       

The Power of the chanted Mantras!

A Mantra...i have realised over my journey..is a sound made by the glueing together of syllables.

The language may be ancient Sanskrit .

Simple English .

An exotic Light Language- yes, the language of  civilizations which live beyond our planet...in the planets and stars. If one has yet to experience the latter ...it's a must! I feel the need to share how as a child- maybe eight or so...my two younger siblings, a very dear neighbour and me would speak the apparent " gibberish" language..for hours together. The expressions of these kids ( it was us...yet as i write, i can visually recall the memory and see these kids) were exaggerated. The hand gesticulations were dramatic. The body language was animated. The words ...had meaning. We were able to explain our games to each other...for often we decided, over the long summer days, that today, this will be the language of our communication. And so it was. And, oh! how we enjoyed it.
And i now know why! ( on a side, must thank my Mother...who always let us " BE" - these pure, innocent children who had very vivid memories of their starlight and heritage and were always allowed to do what we wanted. no questions asked. Rarely any controls imposed.)

Hmmm. Light Language. A reminder of our heritage- the longings of our Soul.

Mantras. My experience with them began after my marriage- especially my mother-in-law. She is proficient in her chantings and years of practice have made her renditions perfect. As i would listen to her, an inner stirring made me want to learn. Vishnu Sahastranam was the first series she taught me...and i took to it like the proverbial fish takes to water. i loved the feel of it...the power of it. As i would read the Sanskrit, i could see the letters swimming towards me..and could naturally understand the meaning...somehow.

The next few years, i learnt a variety of them...some with Ma's guidance...other's on my own. Gods and Goddesses. Buddhist Mantras. Whatever came my way- and trust me, when the desire is strong, a lot comes one's way!!!

An interesting thing which i unlocked along the way of my Mantra learning - was a hypnotherapy session. I was learning the science and in one of the sessions to unlock successful lifetimes, i accessed a lifetime  lead on the ghats of Benaras. It was one of intense sadhna - learning of the ancient Sanskrit texts- recitations and language. Meanings. The whole life lead in the pursuit of Mantras. As ennumerated in the holy Vedic texts. It was a bachelor life- no distractions of a regular family and society. Took the oath at the age of 12years. And the entire life amidst the sacred texts. This lifetime was superimposed on my current lifetime.

The results of this was that i was a natural at reading Sanskrit. Really. I could just tune in to any text and the words would come alive and i would recite it as if i always knew it. As if i had learnt it in this lifetime. Images of the deity..the meanings. Everything. It was simply fabulous. I remember the thrill...for it was only within me. As Varsha, i spent hours just exploring this new found resource...and enjoyed it.

During the course of a few years, i had recited Mantras of almost all the Gods and Goddesses of the Hindu pantheon. Enjoying the energies...each God /Goddess emitting different ones. Trying different days...on special days like a full moon. Hanuman Jayanti. Akshara Tithi. Somvati Amavasya. So many..wonderful experiences. As each set of mantras would unlock a portal- and the concerned deity would pour their energies within my Merkhaba. Some would make me cry, uncontrollably. i recall the first time i recided the mantras of Goddess Mahalaxmi...i sobbed and sobbed. For more than an hour. i can see myself - sitting in the corner of the children's room, crying as i recited the mantras alongwith the recorded version.

Certain mantras would energise me..and i would just get up and whirl- like a Sufi. the body would break out in dance movements and i had little control over it. i would allow the body to move to the Mantra. Exquisite.

Some would lull me into sleep.

A beautiful series i mastered were the Zodiac Mantras...a set of deities who were aligned with a particular Zodiac. Over the years, i imbued all the zodiac deities- the effect can be seen by a clairvoyant - in my aura. I really wish all could experience this.

The potency of a mantra can only be felt by one if one experiences it enough to unlock the portal and allow it to BE you. Please, please...do experience it. Intellectual knowlege is imperitive. However, only it's conversion into experiential one can achieve it's full benefits.

So , let's do it!!!






 

The dark vs. the light!

Last night was the third time it has hapenned to me...twice in Bangalore in my own home and once in Hospet. Even after the first experience,there was never a doubt in my mind that it was "real" as in an occurence in the psychic world...and it s repeated occurences has banished any ghosts, if they existed at all, unknown to my conscious mind.
    As the Light within the heart increases, one becomes like a flame in the darkness of space, attracting all sorts of characters and not all of them are savoury!
    I have noticed a pattern in my journey. Whenever I am on the brink of an important moment in time, when the jump into the next zone is imminent, these episodes occur. Clear attempts made by the dark forces (for they have wilfully shunned the Light, and hence belong to the Dark! So, guess the Star Wars are true after all!) to put a spammer in my wheel! And, I have to mention, each time they have failed! Whew! Praise Be The Lord!
   Let me elucidate the experiences and then You can draw from them whatever you find worthy..

Episode 1: Location : My Library in the Bangalore home
                 Time: around 12:30 a.m.
 All is peaceful and quiet. The members in my home are fast asleep as i sit on my computer, working. it was a sort of a meditative "work " experience as i was being led from site to site...and reading what came up. i knew at that point , that the material being shared by me was "shifting" me into finer dimensions...totally engrossed.
Suddenly, there was a horrible clanging, as if a 100 tin vessels have been dropped somewhere down. There is no exageration. It was loud. And the echoes verberated , as if all had been thrown at once and each piece creating its own "clanging" notes. After what seemed a while, all was quiet.
    As i heard the first clang, for a nanosecond, my instinct was to runin my room and hug sid, leaving whatever i was doing! However, my presence of mind and the inner voice within made me alert and i remained glued to my chair...you know, when such events happen, its like i enter the no-time zone..its a weird feeling...almost like what they show in some movies..like the Leonardo one on the mind. Everything halts and goes in slow motion. i am intensely aware and alert. The voice in my head become strong. I am totally present.I take a deep breath and the fear that i spot somewhere in my heart...i surround it with a bright, whit light. It s like the cicle of light engulfs the inner darker fear and completely extinguishes it.
      That s it. I continue my work...and move into the next realm...understanding and realising what hapenned..more aware in this world.

Episode 2: Location : My home in Hospet
                  Time: around 1:30 a.m.
i had been meditating since 11 p.m. ..it was an intense one and as often it happens, one becomes wide awake and alert ...as if all the cells are abuzzed and alit. My visit to Hospet on that ocassion was alone..except for the staff at home. Generally, i am fine sleepin by myself in the night...however, that eve my mother-in-law called and told me to call in a maid . i have learnt to flow with things...in the knowledge that one should not obstruct things/events/people/suggestions....and as she mentioned it to me, i accepted it without a single thought in my mind and did the needful. Boy! Was i glad i followed the flow of synchroncity.
           What followed was the single most horrifying experience...it awoke me sweating and almost screaming. A lesson was also reiterated to me for i had a habit of leaving myself..my aura or the chakra from which i was workin...open. It consciously has to be closed after meditation and there is a method to it.
         That morning, in the zone of the "darkest period " , my aura was open and while reading a book, i fell asleep (the maid sleeping  in my room). What hapenned was what is elucidated and beautifully illustrated in Amar Chitra Kathas ( comics i have spent countless hours with while growing up). Three red eyed Rakshas...yes! they were that! exactly as pictured in the bks...pot bellied, gold jewellry and the horned crowns. They instil raw fear in you. What followed is unworthy of elucidation...all i can write is that it was horrifying. And i thank Ma for ensuring that i was not alone. As i awoke, screaming, the presence of the lady sleepin on the floor was grounding. i immediately realised what was hapening in a second and taking a deep breath of power, i went back into the mind zone.  i donned my Divinity, and with intense force, dissipated the rakshasas into ashes. That s exactly how it happens. The rays of power emanated from the third eye and dissolved them into ashes. Everything normalised in my inner world...the golden hued dimension. All was well. All my bodies returned to their original Divine blueprint . i closed my aura and fell into deep sleep.
Morning, i was ready to "be" once again...endowed with more power and wisdom.
   Kodoish kodoish kodoish!
Adonai Tsebayath!


An excerpt on this topic by Goddess Isis: (chanelled ny Petra)

Isis, Are there really dark energies?           

As you look at all this from a human standpoint, you see a difference between positive and negative, as you see it as either dark or light.

From a spiritual point there is no such thing as positive or negative, or dark or light.

 When a person says the dark energy is an illusion, they are right factually.

When they say love will conquer it all, they are wrong factually.

If dark energies are an illusion from a human point of view, then light energies are an illusion as well from a human point of view.

You cannot say one does exist and the other doesn't.

As your awareness changes you see energies in different ways.

Does this mean there are no beings that can attack you?

There are beings that like to control and as I explained in my previous message every movement of energy has an effect.

Is it an attack?

From a human point of view it can be seen that way, even from a spiritual point of view it can be seen that way, as other beings are forcing you in a direction you have not chosen.

At that point it becomes your choice to fight the movement or allow the movement that is happening.

This is where we see the difference between the ones that are merely allowing things to happen and others that are actively working on what is happening.

The ones allowing things to happen, are usually not working on creating greater awareness of the whole picture.

They follow within the flow that is created by the ones that are actively making things happen by creating a greater awareness of the full picture.

This is where many get disappointed as there is not much support for the ones that are pulling up the ones that follow.

You can see it this way. There is a small group of beings upon earth climbing up the mountain. As they climb they place markers along the road for others to follow.

Many follow these markers without really knowing who placed those markers.

What if that small group would stop placing markers?

Many would be lost once again as they have not worked on opening their own awareness and are relying upon the awareness of others.

Much of what is being revealed as this time is being ignored as many are following the easy route of following the markers.

They do not seek a greater understanding, unless the understanding is one that they feel agrees with their belief system of a creator or other beings that are there to do everything for them.

But as you move further along the mountain you will realize that the markers are becoming less clear, and at one point you will lose sight of the markers. This because you have not raised your frequency, have not gained a greater understanding and awakened your own consciousness.

You are taking advantage of the work of this small group that is working on actively creating what is happening within your reality at this moment.

Everything that is happening, the new energies coming in, portals being opened and much more is the work of a small group of humans working on earth.

Like I explained energy moves and it moves at all times, to create something you will have to learn how to move the energy, and then really move the energy.

This is what many do not understand as they are focused on a belief system where everything is given to them, instead of creating it themselve

Yes creation is energy movement and you will actually have to move the energy to create.

Now this is the simple explanation as always as the ones that are opening up into a greater awareness will see that yes it is simply moving energy, but which way to move it in the overall picture is something else.

To think it is as simple as just sending light is like I explained a form of thinking that does not apply as many still see a difference between light and dark.

To create, all available energy is used to move and create. There is no difference between light and dark as it is all one energy.

When you shut out the existence of one type of energy from the human perspective, you will as a result shut of part of the energy available to create.

Isis

Sanat and kodaicanal

Has anyone wondered why do many places of worship have an  accompanied water body? The thought had crossed my mind. While reading a beautiful Book titled "the Lemurian Scrolls", the reasoning was revealed. There is a method by which all learning, teachings rituals, history and whatever one wants can be preserved in the ether for ever.And this etheric library is sort of located above the water body.
    Once stored, it remains forever, accessible to anyone who can read them..with their third eye. Sounds fairy simple.
   The vision of going to Kodaicanal was occurring too often to go unnoticed. As usual, kept my ears and eyes opened to spot the signs and the synchronicity for we were in the process of planning the long summer vacations.And the visit was planned smoothly,even though it was not the most convenient option. I could immediately feel the build up of subtle excitement for i could feel something was in the anvil.
    The realisation that the hills of Kodaikanal were actually those of Lord Murugan, none other than an aspect of the Lord of the world, Sanat Kumara dawned on me and the anticipation of visiting the Karttikeyan temple grew. If only i knew!
    Settling in the house with the family...i got into the routine of daily meditation, walks around the beautiful lake and riding , bicycling and being with the family. The temple was three hours down the hills...the plains were hot. The hills were very cool. We were to leave the next morning for Darshan..when i started noticing the signs..family members dropping out of the proposed visit..for some reason or the other. Hmm. What is in store?
    Mummy and me decided to do it alone...all the time, i was alert..wondering how and why this sudden change of plans was happening. You see, one has to always flow..like  a river..for she surely knows her course. After innumerable meandering, she does always reach her ocean. Its when we create our Dams of  apparent reasoning...all from the mind, which we know can play all kinds of tricks...do we loose course.
i have realised this and practise moving with the flow consciously..with the least obstructions. And trust me, it works beautiful.
  So, i watched for the signs. And, the evening before, the men put their foot down firmly...citing practical reasonings. i remember looking at mom..offering no resistance and she said, " Baby, if the men feel so strongly, let us not upset them by going against their wishes."  Hmm. At that point, a possible reaction would be of revolt..resistance... feelings of "not fair" and all that jazz. Well. guess what! i ve been here many a time before and i decided to ...ya, go with the flow. And i just thought and said...(for saying something and thinking something else does the damage anyways)....Okay. lets cancel it. And so it was.
     The next morning, the day we were to be at the temple,  set out for a walk...coincidentally alone. But remember..."there are no coincidences!"  As i walked alone, my heart cried out to lord Sanat Kumara..for he is the oversoul of Lord Karttikeya. Why have you called me all the way here..and now, refusing darshan?
What is the reason this is hapenning? i have been seeing you in my meditations...reading about you, feelign your presence and guidance since the past months...and now, when i can actually come in your ray presence, in the physical manifestation of your glory..you are denying me your darshan....and on and on and on. i kept on talking in my mind..asking again and again and again.
      As i walked and questioned..a voice inside me told me look left.And i slowly turned. And what i witnessed was the most spectacular sight ever. Words fail me. in fact, this language does not have the vocabulary to describe the depth of the experience. ( at times, i feel , this sounds so shallow, while the experience itself is so vast and deep) . Or is it that I need to brush up! ill do that anyways for in this path, all fingers point at you!
   Whatever it is..lemme try and explain what occurred.
  The kodi lake is amoeba shape...with the centre of the lake really deep. The centre of the lake is almost marked..if one looks carefully. As i turned my face towards the centre..i could see a massive etheric statue of lord Hanuman..emerging from the lake. I frowned, looked down, took a deep breath and then looked again...right there in the centre...was emerging the golden statue. He carried a Gada in his right hand..and stood massive in the centre. i wondered why he was there...to ensure that my 3d personality is well protected in this world.  Your lower 4 bodies are completely protected by my orange ray.
   okay. I bowed in reverence, extending my gratitude and acknowledging His presence and reassurance. Then his statue just vaporised and I looked in front, walking and trying to digest and assimilate the experience.Hmm. Well, this is what the Lemurians meant. I know understand.(i had read the book just a few months ago).
    Must have walked a few more minutes..mind totally blank yet alert, emotions in control..if one could read it on the monitor..it would be a straight blank line....and this time, no voice...just my head turned naturally to witness another emergence. From the depths of the lake arose the Lord of the World...his shape being first of the young, beautiful murugan..smiling and then transformed into the lord Sanat kumara..older and Manly. The height of the statues i presume would be about a 10 or 12 stories high...and i bowed. a voice boomed in my ears ...now you know why u dont always have to go to the temple? im here too.
 i smiled...a deep satisfying one...and bowed in reverence. what else could i do?
As i walked..the lake turned so that i faced him..a golden ray emanated from his third eye and locked into mine. It was so visual. It was totally alive. It was so powerful. My head went back a bit as i received it. I felt like one of the puppets..on a string..guided by the Lord. I continued walking and the ray moved with me...locked as i was with his third ye. Beams and bursts of energy...sparkling gold with diamonds and gems...i kept on deep breathing...gentle breaths , just soaking in the experience. Feeling more alive than ever..alert...buzzing. oh! i need to brush up my vocab!
     Time stood still...just like one sees in movies..the world around disappered as i walked, oblivious to the outside. ( later, i understood why my family , ofcourse at the last minute had things to do and so, i was walking alone! things to do on a holiday at 7 in the mornin! right! the way The Lord s work. This just reaffirmed my belief in the practise of flowing with the current)
      As soon as i completed one circlambulation of the lake...exactly reachin ghte spot where i started...the ray was switched off! Took a deep breath and looked in his direction..He smiled and said...u even took a parikrama of me1 Did you really need to go to the temple?
   I smiled. took a deep breath Soaked the experience. When i looked back...he was gone.
I walked into the house and watched the kids play in the garden. "hi Mom! how was your walk?" " Lovely."
    " Baby...you came just in time...the breakfast is laid", said my Mother. I walked in..saying my good mornings to all as we settled in to a beautiful day ahead.